Wednesday, January 25, 2012

On Days I Feel Blah...

Just another amazing day has passed right by. Today more blah than most, but whose to say those days can't still be as awesome?! There really isn't too much on my brain today.

Into another direction, there is something that is usually ALWAYS on my mind! He's got a name. Most guys tend to have those. He makes me smile! Every morning starts off with a little chat before I go to school and he goes to work. Just like that, he makes my day a whole day of sunshine brighter. Around 5:00pm he gets out of work...that's possibly my favorite part of the day! Talking to him makes me a better person...in a way. My ultimate favorite time of the week, though, is the weekends. I basically see this sweet boy every weekend! I sure hope that keeps working out! I'm beginning to really fancy such an awesome guy.

Ice crunching keeps my from going insane. When I have absolutely nothing to do, I chew ice. I've heard that it's not too good for your teeth (which scares me a little considering the money that went into having my teeth perfected), but it's become a mental addiction. I enjoy it all too much.

Although it may not seem so close, but summer will soon be here. Soccer season comes before that, and I am super stoked. My plan is to get in super shape before soccer then stay in tip-top shape for my summer apparel. Swimsuits don't look good on just anybody! Six pack, don't hold back! That shall be my motto!

God has got me again! I have been struggling with my relationship with God, but now I really want to try to better it. As I take a moment to stop and look around me, the world is becoming an evil place. The evil is dragging me down with it, and that's not what I want. I used to have the closest walk with God, and I followed him every step of the way. Now, my feet don't really fall in to the footsteps made for me to walk in. Life is throwing itself in my face, and I'm giving in. I've got to be strong. God is there to help me, and all I have to do is what he says and has planned. Who I am strives to be who I've been, and who I've been hates who I am. Time and dedication is all it takes.

Music helps me stay on track. It's something I can relate to on my off days.

Maybe tomorrow I'll have something worth saying.

Just another blah day,
Emily Page.

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